Today, from 3:30 in the morning to after 7 in the afternoon, I pondered a question: what is the meaning of living? The conclusion I reached is that the meaning of living should change over different periods, and for me, this stage feels like a vacuum of meaning in life; living at this stage seems to have no significance. The first stage of life involves comparing oneself to others, measuring oneself against others, which lasts from about 3 to 22 years old. During this stage, the concerns are rather superficial, such as academic performance during adolescence, appearance, and male competition. However, due to my poor family background, I carry an additional sense of shame and inferiority compared to others, which leads to a desire for revenge. In reality, this stage is unable to achieve revenge or wash away the shame, as there is nothing substantial that can be accomplished during this time.

The second stage is from 23 to 27 years old. During this period, the meaning of living is to look up to others, learn from others, and hope for oneself. It begins with plundering and gradually becomes aggressive and demonizing. The meaning of living in this stage is to obtain fruits, and the target of these fruits is infinite, with no upper limit. However, there is a stage node, which means that you need to reach a certain level of expenditure within certain limits. For a person like me, who has low desires and low consumption, moving from hunger to basic needs is not difficult. Transitioning from basic needs to a sense of security requires some effort, and moving from a sense of security to being desireless and content involves some rather arduous struggles.
The next phase is the third stage, which will be a period of vacuum that may last several years to over a decade. During this time, finding any meaning in life may seem impossible, so the purpose of living during this period is to wait for the meaning of life to be discovered, essentially dragging on to the next phase. This is the first point. The second point is to retain abilities and preserve strength, avoiding becoming a vegetable by the time the next phase arrives. The third point is to try to transform one's inherent personality into that of an ordinary person.
The expectation for the fourth stage, expectation one, begins with great love, starting to make some small contributions to society, but now I feel completely lost, and I have nothing to do with this statement. I am still a small person,
The second expectation is to follow the path of Ko Chen-tung and Fang Zu-ming.
Anticipation three, the change of circles, the pursuit of wealth magnitude changes, returning to the second stage of being alive. Then continue to repeat the third and fourth stages.